The other guy browsed at some of the magazines and then moved behind me, I assumed to get past to where some other magazines and books were on the shelves to my right. I was so nervous that I froze with the magazine in my hand. Pictorials followed with the same young guy sucking the same older guy and then I turned to a page that showed several pictures of the older guy cumming as the younger guy, still on his knees had his mouth open.Īs I stood there trying to understand why this was turning me on, I realized that another guy had entered the area. My heart was racing in my chest as I opened the magazine.
My cock grew immediately, which was really confusing. The older guy was holding his head with both hands as the young guy was sucking his cock. The cover had a young guy, about my age down on his knees in front of an older guy that looked to be my dad's age. When I saw a magazine called ?Younger Male for Older Male? I had to pick it up and take a look at it. My heart was beating like a jackhammer, I almost felt like I was doing something wrong. I looked around and saw that the guy at the counter was selling something to a customer and not paying any attention to me so I walked into the gay area. I knew it was just curiosity, because I've never been attracted to guys. I kept glancing over at the gay section and found myself wanting to look at the magazines.
As I walked by looking at the straight magazines, I looked over and could make out covers with guys on their knees sucking other guys or on their hands and knees getting fucked just like the straight magazines, but with two guys instead of a guy and a girl. The shelves were arranged in such a way that it was more of a private section all to itself. It was as I walked around the store that I came across the gay section in the back, just as the guy at the counter had said.
The bookstore was full of older guys, but I didn't really understand what he was talking about when he said, ".eat a young looking dude like you alive." So I just walk around looking at different magazines keeping an eye on the other guys in the store. But otherwise, have fun." He laughed again as I walked away from the counter. "Hey, just fucking with ya man," he laughed, "but you look really young, so," he leaned over the counter and whispered, "be careful, these guys in here," he pointed to the other guys in the store, "will eat a young looking dude like you alive. "I'm.I'm.not gay," I stuttered, not believing how nervous I was. "Ok man," he said as he handed me back my license, "Gay magazines are over there in the far corner and you can buy tokens from me if you want to jack off to some gay porn in one of our private viewing booths," smiling as he said it.
He looked at the license and then back at me. Taking out my driver?s license, I handed it to the guy behind the counter. I pulled out my wallet as I approached the counter, too nervous to say anything else. My ex-girlfriend would always told me that I'd appreciate my young looks when I got older, but it was moments like this that made me wish I was bigger and older looking now. I?d even had someone tell me a few months earlier that I looked like I was 15. I knew I didn't look eighteen because people made comments all the time implying that I was really young looking. "Yeah," my voice was weak and my mouth dry. "Hey, buddy." I was hoping he wasn't talking to me, "Hey, man." I looked up and saw that he was looking right at me as he spoke. As I walked further on into the store, with my head down so no one would recognize me, I saw the guy behind the counter look up. There were racks of magazines against the walls, the covers showing women on their knees sucking cock or on their hands and knees getting fucked by a big cock. When I finally got up the nerve, I pushed the door open and walked inside. There was a large sign on the door that read ?Must be 18 to enter.
But I was also scared to go inside, so I stood looking at the backdoor into the building for a couple of minutes trying to get up the nerve to go in. And since I was getting bored with just my hand to get me off, the chance of seeing some real porn was a thought that really turned me on.Īfter parking in a semi-lit lot behind the bookstore and getting out of my car, I found my heart pounding with anticipation. Being shy and a bit of a loner all through high school, even though I'd had a girlfriend, I'd yet to have sex. I'd wanted to go ever since I?d turned eighteen, but had always been too nervous. It was six months after my 18-birthday when I went to an adult bookstore for the first time.